A new earth...

I've been reading and understanding and "a=ha"ing and today I was tested and my; ego kept me from peace for over 4 hours. That's silly, isn't it? I'm don't know why I wanted to hang on so long to the "anger, hurt, pain, foolishness." But I did. More breathing more stillness more listening for what life wants from me...that's clearly what I need to focus my attentions on.